Feelings

I don’t know what it is, I’m barely on Tumblr but for some reason I felt like opening the up the app and talking about my feelings as an anonymous.

Right now I don’t even know how to feel, it’s Sunday, October 23rd, 11:04 PM right now and just confused. My ex from long ago, Kenzy, wanted to get back with me. She wanted to get back with me because she said I was perfect for her and she realized that she’s dumb and blablabla. Things were going great after that, we hung out and we texted. However ever since this week she’s been kinda weird. I hung out with her on Thursday and she said she was ready to date and all, so I was gonna ask her out the next day. We were supposed to hang on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. And I was gonna do it on Friday after the football game, and even be a bit romantic, however she just wanted to go home because she was tired. On Saturday she went to bed at around 6pm and slept to 1am. We were supposed to hang after her nap but that didn’t happen because it was way too late. And today (Sunday) she didn’t wanna hang because she wasn’t in the mood.

However whenever I wanted to text her she would just ignore and then I finally confronted her and she said she’s in a difficult situation because of her recent parents death and blabla. She likes me a lot but doesn’t wanna date me and doesn’t wanna hang outside of school or anything along those sort of lines. So I don’t really know what to do. I just remained calm. Idk in just really sad this because because I was looking forward to date her once again.